It would appear that I am most happiest when I wake up in the morning, look out the window to find cold, dark skies tainted with grey clouds… It’s even better when it rains… I love rainy days… I love the unique scent of rain; there’s something intoxicating about it…
Gloomy weather FTW!
Suddenly, a cozy feeling of euphoria washes over me… I’m not so sure why but my heart feels so at ease during dark days… the darker the sky, the happier I am… the more at home I feel… a strange calm sensation overtakes me… I love it even more when there’s a cold wind blowing…. There’s nothing better than a chilly breeze to make a cold, rainy day even more perfect than it already is…
I can’t be too sure why I feel this way… but images of dark skies or rain clouds always seem to give me a little peace of mind… I feel so carefree during the rainy season–the best time to stay indoors, snuggle up in bed and listen to the sound of rain fall outside–it’s heavenly I tell you…
Sometimes I find it a little odd; my friends love sunshine and white fluffy clouds, dancing across deep blue skies… Don’t get me wrong, I love sunny, clear sky days as well… but it’s something about the gloom of rainy days that makes me feel so–so…content with life.
I sometimes wonder if it’s so wrong that I wish that the rain would never go away and leave me alone… or that I wish that everyday could be a dark, gloomy day with a touch of melancholic essence to further dampen my strangely emo mood…I feel so… Happy… weird, isn’t it?
Sometimes I feel this is the perfect song for a rainy day–totally sets the mood! XD
Song: Come Clean by Susan Z
(Trying to find a pigment of truth beneath my skin)
‘Cause different doesn’t feel so different
And going out is better than always staying in
Feel the wind
Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams
Let it wash away my sanity
‘Cause I wanna feel the thunder, I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down, I’m coming clean
I’m coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
DDR FTW!!! <3
Of course the original version was by Hilary Duff–I like her version too but there’s something rather…haunting about this version that really enchants me…I so wish there was a full version for this–It’d probably be my emo theme song or something…
Yes…perhaps I’m a little too emo… but seriously–rainy days just take all the problems away, as if they are cleansed away by the cold rain… I know it makes no sense… But what can I say…
I’m one hell of an emo person~ XD